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I'm still waiting on Cancer to include an automated spell checker. *wink* And why, one may ask? See below. Still, that wouldn't create prose for people. I give this person credit for the effort, but I'm not sure what he is talking about in much of this.





"seriouse , goofy, crazy in one. big lips , deep eyes , some say they like . I came from the midwest into a christian family and learned a lot of the truth until i mad the choice explore other gatherings of uppers and downers to straight to twisted. soome of my enfluences gave me artistic ideas as i like to draw. morbid thoughts i say, and favoring the flesh i long to taste. A animal in all of us along with humanity, The oldiest over two sisters, my jems in my treasure, every thing important to me. Threw my walk i have been given a gift that i know of but it doesn't exist in the dark."

I try to keep track of my blood pressure. Especially since I am trying to get off of these damn beta blockers. Ugh. I'm on them to keep my anxious heart to relax and not beat so fast. But now that I am taking myself off of them, the heart rate is faster again, triggering anxiety. Vicious circle. Last time I went to the Dr. (wasted trip, I might add), he wanted me to get a $300 Thyroid test to see if I might have Hyperthyroidism. I haven't taken the test yet.



Tuesday, October 25th, 2005:

6:58am - 97/66 P-77

7:03am - 109/68 P-75

7:05am - 107/66 P-73





Hmm, 25th? I think today is a friend's birthday. I am the calendar chick, in charge of remembering everything.

There is a friend of mine, that I met here, right after I entered Rave. Although a somewhat dangerous and dark person, I found him wildly intelligent and interesting. I adored him. I still do. He has left Rave, though, and I am deeply saddened about it. I have not recovered, nor will I ever. That's just the way I am, once I adore you. *smile* There are several on here, that I still adore. I wonder how many of you know it?



Not long ago, I received an email from my dark friend, telling me about his latest ink work, on his back. It reads, "Hunc tu caveto". It is most fitting.

Hmm, who is this person and what does he mean? Bottom up!





yo hot sexy mama want to hook up. i dont care about your age i just know that your one fine hot ass sexy mama and that i want to be with you if you know what i mean. hint hint



--- On 14:41:41 - Oct 07 2005 - Jamie wrote ---



Well, babe, I'm older than you, I'm sure. ;) Although not older than some of people on here! Have you not looked at my profile lately? ;) ha........I'm in Oklahoma. I think it's great that you are interested in pleasing others. A very admirable trait to have.....and that will surely come in handy when you are on a date. ;)



--- On 15:54:23 - Oct 06 2005 - DXXXXXXXXXXXX wrote ---



u know ill still think your one hot sexy ass mama eigther way. where do you live how old are you and would you be willing to meet me in person.cause if you are ill please you in ways you never thought possible. Hint Hint



--- On 10:50:00 - Oct 06 2005 - Jamie wrote ---



well, I am about to go get dressed for the day and thinking about going to visit an older woman that used to live by us, that has a birthday today. Its so icky out though, I just dont want to get out! ;) arg...decisions....



--- On 19:38:11 - Oct 05 2005 - DXXXXXXXXXXXX wrote ---



not much sexy u



--- On 10:21:25 - Oct 06 2005 - Jamie wrote ---



well, I just got up about an hour ago, so I'm chillin' out and chatting a bit. It's rainy and cold out, so I dont know what to do yet. Came on here to check messages and see what was up, going on....what are you up to?



--- On 19:11:45 - Oct 05 2005 - DXXXXXXXXXXXX wrote ---



not much sexy you



--- On 10:03:05 - Oct 06 2005 - Jamie wrote ---



Hey there, what's shakin'? ;)



--- On 19:00:25 - Oct 05 2005 - XXXXXXXXXXXXX wrote ---



yo sexy wuz up

I was watching the Family Guy. God, that show is hilarious and ingenious! One show ended with Peter and someone else...oh, who was it? Anyway, they are sitting by a fire, in a beautiful mansion, reading ticker tape. Peter says that he is happy that they weren't distracted by women and gotten married, and says, "You watch the ticker tape. I'm going to go microwave a bagel and have sex with it.".



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Peter and the gang, are running away from ghosts, in a big house, in and out of doors, much like the Scooby Gang did every Saturday morning. They scramble together and see someone coming towards them in the hallway. Peter says, "If I'm here and you're there.....and Istanbul is in this general area (pulling down a map on the wall and pointing at it), the who's that?!".



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"You wanna make him really mad, Louis? Let's have sex on his back like we used to.".